These are just some
short poems that I started but never finished. Hmmmmmm maybe if I
post them I'll make my slow ass finish them winks. Erotic
Psychology you know.
Hope you enjoy Erotica
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Bits &
Pieces
A Collection of thoughts
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Why
She stands screaming,
Angerly facing the wind,
Must you bring me here,
Where I know I can't win,
Why must you hurt me,
With your deception and lies,
Do you gain such pleasure,
Watching the tears fall from my eyes.
How can I end this,
Make you let me be,
Can I change the future.
Setting my heart free.
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Darkness
engulfs me,
I look to the sky,
So lost and alone,
And not knowing why,
To many roads,
None of them right,
Fog covers the moon,
Blurring my sight,
Fighting the whispers,
Pulling me down,
Listening for angels,
But none make a sound,
Praying for the sunrise,
Bringing in a new day,
Chasing out the darkness,
Lighting my way.
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I want you
to listen carefully,
He whispers,
Now close your eyes,
I'll weave a tale of fantasy for you,
Filled with heartache,disappointment and lies,
Journey with me for awhile,
I'll show you the way,
To slowly rip your world to pieces,
If within my arms you lay.
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For so
long we were two,
In a flash you are gone,
Leaving me with so many questions,
Wondering what I did wrong,
Alone again inside.
You had made me forget,
What this total emptiness was,
In complete darkness now I sit,
No one understands me,
The way that you could,
And now I'm lost without you,
Anyway I could change this I would,
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She
shakes her head swiftly,
Trying to clear the vision,
Fighting what she now knows,
Had never been her decision,
Bounded to him,
By fates neverending path,
A penance she must pay,
Held hostage by karma's wrapth
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There are
friends, that you see day to day,
And then theres the special ones,
Who brighten everyday,
They touch your heart in all they do,
And make you smile by what they say,
And when our down and dont know what to do,
Their always there to help guide the way.
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I feel the
tears falling........
over and over........throughout the day
I listen as they slowly slap the pavement.........
nothing stands in there way
No one else can hear them......as I struggle to....
survive one more day.....in a world filled with lies..
pretending that I'm happy...that the feelings are....
still there,,,,,,All the while.........Slowly ever so.....
so slowly.......dying inside.......
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The
games we play,
To get our own way,
The lies we try,
To just get by,
The tears we shed,
The fights we fled,
The things we feel,
Are never said.
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Angel,
Was the light of my life,
A glimmering star,
Burning ever so bright,
She brought joy to the world,
Especially me,
I miss you sister,
Endlessly
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Alone in
desperation,
Wishing you were here,
To hold me in your arms,
And chase away these fears,
Of starting out a new life,
And changing all the roads,
Starting a new beginning,
Is such a heavy load,
But I picture your face in my mind,
And all the love you create,
For the next time I hold you,
I wont have to wait,
To say the words that will tell you,
Just how much you mean to me,
To tell you how I love you,
Finally setting my heart free.
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There
you are alone,
Standing in the dark,
Reaching for the sky,
Waiting for a spark,
Of a star to shine
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I look
inside ,
What do I see,
A spirit guiding me down this path,
A soul searching for the key,
More lessons to be taught,
Beginning new each time around,
The ethopia of our existance caught,
Till the dream can be found,
Past mistakes and hurts,
Obstructing the road,
No way around them,
Must face them, be bold,
Don't give up!!!!!!!!!
Whispered in my ear,
I'm with you,
You have nothing to fear.
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I wanted
you more then anything,
I leaped in with both eye's closed,
To me you were everything,
An angel to radiant to behold,
I put you on a pedestal,
What did I expect?
You are only human,
And I've never met,
I hav'nt made all the right choices,
I hate to say it but I'm not always on the mark,
And even if it's over,
In so many ways you have enriched my heart,
I'll always remember you,
You taught me more then you know,
And I wish you all the love and happiness,
To take with you where ever you may go.
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What is
this game you playing?
I really don't understand,
You take me to the top,
Only to make me crash to the ground again,
You make me yearn for you more then anything,
Then act as if I don't exist,
And then you start over,
Making me dream, beg, insist,
What do you want of me?
You leave me so confused,
Am I just a game to you,
A convience for you to use.
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